We are privileged to have in our midst a contributor who is willing to share the deepest moments of her painful experience of lost love, divorce, and reclaiming her life. Thank you, Tammy, for sharing with us!! MomsGetReal is happy to share your creative efforts with our readers. Contact Shadra for more information about how you can contribute.
Poet Extraordinaire Tammy Bartholomew
A Snake
What explanation
My hero for life
Warrior and protector
Stabbing with a knife
Except you
Felt like a guest
Thinking our home
Your head a place to rest
Not the case
Stranger in our home
Not wanting to be
Left all alone
The perfect couple
Communication and all
We had problems
Never an order this tall
What the hell happened
Embarrassed by you
Our family and friends
What do I do
Pictures on the wall
Of people and places
Was believable
Now all empty faces
People ask me
Is he screwing around
Just kept denying it
You never making a sound
Covering your ass
Through the investigation
Knowing all along
The military implications
Fight for our country
Stand to the enemy
But you couldn’t even
Stand to tell me
I’m sure
Qatar was a joy
That’s when it started
You acted so coy
When did you
Have feelings for her
The ones you didn’t have
She being be a better lure
Was it after
The investigation
You got heavy
About our separation
Know what
Pisses me off the most
The idea you thought
This situation you could coast
Continue lying
To our family and friends
You didn’t care
If they trusted you again
It’s an excuse
A game not played well
At this moment
You can go straight to hell
Trying to save face
Probably my mistake
Lessons I’ve learned
Never trust a slimy snake
It’s amazing how the pain, the bitterness, the disappointment and hurt come through with a few words only. Putting all these emotions on paper is the beginning of the healing process and I admire you for that.
Thank you. I have written many and it has been part of my healing process and if it helps another person then the words are all worth it. Keep Smiling, Tammy